||[Jul. 25th, 2006|11:23 am]
yea, long time, i know i know. Cant write a lot now cause im at work, but ill squeeze as much in as i can.
Just so everyone knows...George and I...no longer. I finally realized he treats me like shit...so i got rid of that thorn.
In April, I took off (was supposed to be for a week) to West Virginia, just to get away, and kind of collect my thought, i was going through a rough time...and well to be honest, no one in new jersey was helping matters. Friends backstabbing me, using me, etc...
Charles (my ex from like 5 years ago, now my bf again lol) kept telling me for months, you should come out here, youll be less stressed, just come visit. Sooo, i left at like 6pm sometime during the week. Took me 5 hours or so, and it was pouring rain the whole time. I was freaking out cause my cars a piece of shit (well i thought it was, but its still fuckin running lol.)
Anyways, so when i got here, i had so much fun. Everything was just so much easier here, making friends, seeing old ones, partying, etc. A week went by and i really didnt want to go back, there was nothing in jersey for me to come back for to be honest. (just my cousin, and a few friends from manchester)
So Charles is like 'fuck it, just stay, we'll figure something out' hes funny as hell, hes so laid back, and care free, and it helps sooo much.
Im so much happier here. I got a job (front desk at Euro Suites, this really fancy hotel) thats just temporary though, until i go to school here, which should be pretty easy considering its the university town lol. Me and Charles are getting an apt. Trying to save up. Its cheap here tho for really nice apts.
Well, thatll be all for now.
I have to say this is the happiest ive been in years:P
Ohhhh and PS- i lost my phone lol, so i need peoples numbers. Give em to meh!